Friday, October 29, 2004

My brother gave me a cold, I'm so mad at him.

Anyways.. dreams.

Last night I dreamt that we had moved somewhere.. we have a big house but it wasn't new. The middle of the house was kind of either slightly below ground or surrounded by lots of other rooms. It felt very lived in bespite the fact that we had just moved in. For some strange reason, the missionaries were over as was Nat, a girl I used to know from church growing up. She was going to a church college around and there was some deal where she was to come over once a month. Strange that I wanted her to come and have fun. She didn't really speak or anything, and I had just moved all the couch sets downstairs in the basement where the video equipment and games were. I felt bad that the first level looked so bare and unwelcoming so I kept pressuring everyone to come downstairs cause it would be more comfortable but no one wanted to. Very odd. And so she spent a short time before someone came in and told her that her ride was here and she left and I hoped that she would stick to her promise that she would visit again, vowing that I would make her next visit fun so that she'd like to spend time with me.

I think the underlying emotion here is that I feared that I was seen as boring and unfun or something and not worth getting to be reaquainted with someone I used to know quite well, even if we were never friends. Odd that I would fear something like that as I am usually confidant in my coolness factor and usually make friends easily. It's probably a mixture of thoughts about how I don't know anyone where I live now and thinking that everyone I used to know has forgotten me, and how I've been thinking what it would be like if I visited, would they remember me even? Has everyone just moved on with their lives, having fun and doing more important things?

Quizzas

Is everyone joinging Nano (the national novel month website thingy) or is it just me?

Gacked from wreckplunderer's LJ, the author of the HP fanfic The Time of the Turning


I'm Will Turner!
You are the dashing but clueless........Will
Turner! The hero of the movie Pirates of
the Caribbean
, your adventures include
getting wacked on the head, making deals with
nasty pirates, deciding whether or not you like
pirates, saving Elizabeth Swann, losing her,
and saving her again. Sounds fun!


Which side of Orlando Bloom are you?
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Your Animagus Form is a Cheetah!
Your Animagus Form is a Cheetah!


Harry Potter:: What's Your Animagus Form?? (with pictures!)
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Season = Spring
You're Most Like The Season Spring ...

Fresh faced, with a young outlook on life - you
smile at the world and expect it to smile back
at you. You're mostly a bubbly, fun - innocent
person. Described as cute possibly. However,
you're a little naive about things and tend to
be a little too trustworthy.
As the first season, It Makes you the youngest -
and so most immature - but people are inclined
to look out for and protect you.

Well done... You're the most fun of the seasons :)


?? Which Season Are You ??
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I actually think I'm more of a mix of winter, spring, autumn. http://quizilla.com/cgi-bin/result/list/list.pl

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

Dreams- HP on the brain

Dreams

As far back as I can remember,

First it was something about the Dursley's. I think that I was Harry with Draco and Snape and for some odd reason, we were all stuck at the Dursley's. Snape and Draco were very OOC like they had all gone through some harboring trial together. The Dursley's house was a lot different than it really was, and the three guys were in an empty room upstairs. They had been locked there or something while at the Durley's and had to spend the night there so they pulled out the bed, only to realize that it was not nig enough for all three of them, they pulled it uver to a desk so one of them would have to sleep on the desk. It was very odd in a sadish way.

Then there was something about a school, I was in a new school and somehow had new relatives who I didn't know. I rememember that I was wearing some interesting clothes, like maybe really big brown boots and a short skirt and a sweatshirt, standing out for what everyone else was wearing. I remember making friends or aquaintices with some girl's and something about lunch. I was called out of a language class to go see an administrator, who was also my new uncle or something. He seemed as if he was used to be given a hard time by kids. I waited in the hall until he was done with the student before me. When I sat down, he had a chicken sandwhich with lettuce, onions, ketchup, pickles ect on it and asked me what I usually liked on my sandwhich, ready to take off anything I didn't like to be the template of what I would recieve for lunch everday. His hands were seperating the onions, spreading them out because the fast food places always do a terrible job when putting anything together. I told him that it was fine the way it was but that I might not always eat it and I was about to go Vegetarian and I really needed whole wheat bread instead of the white patty.


Then there was something else... and then I was Harry in an orchestra. I had a violin in my hand and was playing, even though I have no idea how to play the violin- but it was magical. I think Dumbledore came in to be the conductor and I was a little frightened of him, of his power and how he wasn't what he showed the world he was... and then Dumbledore started telling some of the children playing instruments to leave because they weren't right.. but he never asked Harry(me) to leave, of course not because Harry was special...

And then I went to the next class, which was going to be taught by Professor Snape. It was usually taught by Professor Lupin outside because it was always magically sunny and warm outside during the day. I think that the student usually sat in groups in little tents, the first thing Snape did was banish the tents and arrange the chairs with magic to form straight rows. He told the students that he wouldn't be soft like Lupin and that he expected perfection ect, ect and started to teach the children about the subject which was not a usual Hogwarts subject. I think it was a class about insects maybe or maybe it was a DADA class only more involved than the ones in the books..

After class Snape told Harry about a deal they had and let a large spider out to bite Harry and draw blood. He then told him to be in his rooms the next day to hold up his deal. The next day, Harry came to Snape's rooms (which once again were a lot more different than they would ever be) and resolved himself to feed the spider like he said he would. In my dream, Harry could talk to spiders like he could talk to snakes. The spider he was to feed was actually the 'baby' one as Snape had two others, the parent spider and another child spider that was older than the baby that he fed other ways. Harry closed his eyes but very bravely reached out and let the spider land on his arm and crawl up so that it could bite him and feed. Some time later, maybe days when Harry came in to feed again Snape was no where in sight and Harry shaved a little circle on his arm so that the spider could get to his skin better.

Odd dreams.

Saturday, October 23, 2004

Which Fantasy/SciFi Character Are You?