Thursday, March 31, 2005

Dreams.. again

i've been bad and haven't been writing down my dreams this last month so they will be out of order, missing parts and jumbled.


Last night I dreamt that I was on some young people's army. There were two sides and I remember lining up with a few and being either put to sides or showing sides, we were on a kind of narrow umm I can't really explain what it was... imagine a subway (train) track, how it is below the main level but make it outside and only one train wide with tall buildings on either side that makes it feel enclosed... it was clean too, and not that deep. I remember standing on some railing, which was safe and maybe a neon color. Everything was bright.

I can't really remember what came next... I think someone came, maybe with energy weapons blasting and we scattered behind us in some short alcolve to disapear in the underground... there was something about fighting, some sort of medieval times bar eating place only newer looking and running through it.. something about chnaging into clothes, a uniform that was purple and sparkly and an interesting cut kind of like the blue uniforms on that 2000 leuges under the sea uniform only without the belts and one colour. I wasn't in charge but I was up there and there was a very loose organization, everyone fighting, running.

And then I was on the porch of my old NJ house kind of, we were facing the corner next to the door and the window and I was on a different side of some battle, an older side and kind of filled with different race aliens. I think that we had been defeated or we gave in... I was on the bad "evil" side but I wasn't really bad. I was just on their side. Someone came over, a woman commander I think and said something about how we would be watched, couldn't trusted, gave up rights but had to obey yadda yadda or we'd be killed or given away or something. It was weird.

There was a white, tall dresser on the porch with brass pull handles (two on each drawer) and decorated, exactly like the one I used to own when I was little but the top, shorter drawer (not sure if that was on the one I used to have when I was little) was missing the covering, or maybe the whole drawer. I looked inside and saw the dream catcher, cullender thing. It was in the shape of a small metal cullender, a circle with a metal woven area in the closed cone shape like a net. Only this net part was made up of a black or dark blue cloth with a butterfly pattern on it, the butterflies were golden.

I recalled that the Lord of the evil army had given it to me, as a gift. I wa a loyal part of the "bad" army but I hadn't done anything evil and I was good inside... it was a very interesting position. I reached out for the dream cullender but didn't take it out, I guess maybe because it wasn't mine anymore and my hand could be chopped off for taking it, or maybe because it was a power I didn't want them to know about.

There was a large, rectangular cardboard box but not that tall and held up kind of on an angle to the left with the opening facing me, the tape was taken off and the flap was opened by the other captured people on the "bad" army and a stuffed plushie was taken out, a very large Eeyore or something that looked grey and old. I knew that it was my brother's, only he doesn't have any that large or looking like that, that old and in that position but I felt anxious that it was captured and out in the open to be seen and taken or in the air maybe as well as the other plushies in the box so either I or someone else pushed it back in the box and closed it. And then I think that I had a mission to take the box and crawl with it through some tubes or small hidden corrider (like ventalation shafts only waist high) through the house to get it to the front left ground floor where the other people of the uncaptured "bad" army were in some kind of food bar medieval place to keep the stuffed animals safe. I remember that it was a little awkward since the box was kind of large and I had to crawl or something. I can't remember really dropping it off but I know that it was hidden in the crawl space or maybe moving along some automatic belt but that it was hidden and safe.

It started to rain, or maybe snow and we got lightly covered.

Some woman on the "good" side came back through the back door and I remember bowing and showing a lot of respect or something saying 'We would be most humbled if the good Lord of this most glorious house would allow the moving of this humble captured article of furniture so that it does not get ruined" or something weird like that because I was really anxious that it would get hurt or the magic/power/specialness in it lost or damaged for our side, or just for it in general but I wasn't in any position to make demands when the woamn could chop off my head for any reason. She nodded her head and two big guys either from my side, or from the inside "good" side came out and lifted it up from underneath the top and followed the woamn into the house, turned right and into the back bedroom, which was a larger room filled with Christmas trees on every side, all looking different but of medium size.

There wasn't really enough room for the dresser to be placed against the wall, I gues sthat maybe someone moved a tree over. There was another woman in the room, who I assumed was the one who decorate dthe trees but she seemed like she was in charge or something, maybe a commander or a queen but she was dressed in normal clothes and sitting cross legged on the floor and she had a little toddler girl who was playing in the corner.

I think that she asked me to continue wrapping the decorations on strings around the last two trees so I went and did it. The first tree had the bottom done, it was a thick green covered wire thing with plastic, colourful toys connected to it of christmas bears on sleighs that lit up and moved and stuff like that. I wrapped it around the tree too close together and ran out before I was done, a little over the halfway point so I picked up and connected the next strand which was kind of like extention cord wire and wrapped it around the tree. I did the same to the next tree, it being covered in around two different cords, wrapped so closely together that it was almost WRAPPED around instead of decorated. I finsihed and the woman looked at it and made a laughing comment about how it wasn't supposed to be done "quite that way" and I looked down sleepishly.

I can't remember what happened after that.

(I usually know why I dream what I dream. I usually don't write that part down though, for various reasons. I think that this dream was a direct result from watching the Stargate SG1 episode where they land on a planet full of humans who are training to infiltrate earth and reading Angel fanfiction.)

Robot Jan Hall Monitor

I was a hall monitor at a high school, kind of like my first HS. Only I was half machine, kind of like a borg only good, individualistic and tigh tech brightly colored machine things. I think that my right arm was mostly a type of weapon. I moved around like a machine, very no nonsense and serious like I didn't express or have any feelings. I think that I had metal boots half way up my calves. I think that I might have had someone also a hall monitor who follwed me around.

I remember being asked by a teacher or maybe a principal to check something out. Investiagting something around the Foreign language department.

And then I was like in the past, myself only not a machine in the same year. There was a girl there from the newspaper club trying to interview me, asking all these qiestions that I either didn't know or maybe I didn't want to answer. I think that she knew who I was, but this me actually had feelings. I was in the cafeteria and eating, and then I think i was in line, and this girl pushed me and i got food all over myself. I think that I glared at her. I didn't have any friends around because this me was a secret identity me maybe?

Anyways... I think that this me was attacked in the hallway and shoved into a locked near the foreign language department. And I stayed there for a whole day. I was alright, but I kicked at the locker until someone let me out. And it was weird cause i think that robot me was under suspicion for putting me, maybe I was the reporter girl? into the locker and locking it.

Wizard theme park

I remember being in some underground parking building, only we were on a level that had a railing that you could see over and below it. I was with a class of people who I used to go to elementry school with only we were all young adults.

I remember this one guy, Brian was either asking me or the teacher something that could be potentially embarassing for me but I didn't mind and just laughed at it.

Then I remmeber that I was helping to set up some sort of amusement park on the grounds of Hogwarts, like Disney Land visiting. I was supposed to set up a security team to walk arond the grounds and make sure that no fights broke out, ect. I was a very in charge person, very serious and taking my responsibilty serious and everyone respected me. I think that I seemed like I didn't have any emotions. I remember that there were like realy steep hills or mabe walls around. I was the lady in charge. Brian was on my team and I remmeber leaving him at the controls of some octupus ride (8 legs spinning boxes of seats around, not really looking like an octupus) to get familiar with the controls. We were all wearing strange robes that were dark colors, not black and were a think material so they seemed to go out around us. They stopped near the floor. I think that we had pointy wizards hats on.

Anyways, everyone knew that I was in charge, like some kind of exulted position, weird. I had my team of usual people and I was training some young newbies as well. We had walkie talkies.

I remember walking around the grounds, watching the set up and conveying orders and setting up routes for each security team under me to patrol. This one young trainess was with me as my partner. I remember walking around some more... I think that we went around some very tall hill next to the lake's edge far from the the fair being set up. I think that I wlked away from my trainee to do some business on a walkie talkie or maybe I apparated into town to get something as a "symbol" for my security teams to wear so that everyone on my team would be recognized as a memeber of authority.

When I came back Draco was taunting my trainee with a few of his guy followers, asking why she was pretending to be under my team or something. She was acting admirably and explaining that she really was even when Draco insulted her and threatened her and told her to run off. Well I came up and asked what the problem was, actually I asked "Ensign *** what seems to be the problem here?" and Draco got the messge. Under my watch eyes he apologized and ran off with his cronies.

I remember apparating back to town into some sort of nickle and dime toy store and looking for something to set my team apart from the visiting students that would be at the fair. They were all going in costume and there was a table with different part hats, one for a dime. Chole, a girl from school was there and getting herself a costume that looked like a muggle police thing. Anyways, I really liked the hats so I picked up several in dark green and blue, maybe other colors and some paper and glitter.

Dobby was there are trying to buy some warrior board game that you could color in and mold or something. It was some important crazy plot twist that he needed it for but he couldn't buy it or maybe he would raise suspicion, so I bought it for him, and then he did something to it that made it special that Harry HAD to get, but the ministry could not find so I then made duplicates of it and stacked them up, so many that the ministry would just give up trying to find it.

Then I apparated back to the side of the lake where my trainee was waiting, this time without any problems. The fair was just about to start so I took the hats and put like name tags in the front full of glitter to set them apart. I remember worrying that the students visiting would not realize that my team were the team since I didn't have anything offical looking. oh well.

I mde myself a hat, and my trainee one and then we set out trying to look for my team to give them hats.

I think that we found a few. The grounds became crowded and the fair was in full swing. Where ever I walked, the crowd parted and my trainee was a little in awe. In one of the walkways, a fight had started with a crowd and I and two other memebers of my team tried to break it up or something.

Can't remember anything after that.
I can't really remember this dream.. it may come back to me later.

All I remmber is being at my old house in NJ, only on that little roof porch, kind of and outside? or maybe inside but there was a room outside on the porch without walls. It was raining and I went indoors, trying to escape the fierce rain and lightening, wind.

I think that there was a vampire(s) there, like maybe Angel pulling himself up to the roof and maybe a friendly demon with redish black skin and wings inside.

I remember waking up and realizing that it was actually raining fiercely outside, which makes sense as to why it was in my dream, the rain drenched air was in my room because the window was open.

Indoor Disneyland

I remmeber being indoors in a type of auditorium like place only there were no seats really. There was a circular dais on the floor with miniture rides, kind of like a circular, moving merry go round. There were walls I think around the walls though, or maybe on half of the room, seperateing the floor to the long, shallow stairs that went up to the back doors. I was there and a family with a little girl was there. I think that the little girl had a literal pig nose, or maybe she turned into it when she rode a ride on the merry go round? Well anyway, there was a woman there like one of those home dealers showing us around.

I remember being told that we would have to look after the place and I went upstairs.
There was a home level full of bedrooms and bathrooms, and each room belonged to a charcter like Minnie mouse and Donald Duck. It was very strange, filled with Disney paraphieila. And each character also had a pet. There were cats everywhere and I was the one to take care of them. The rooms had windows too, I think that one of them had a kitchen with cat food. I remmeber thinking that it was very elaborate for the owners to come up with- everything looked lived in and real like the characters WERE real. It was so weird.